Tomorrow, is a new me!
I have a new hair style and now it’s time to lose some weight!
Baby, if you are stressed about something I need you to be honest with me. I want to help you so much but you are always keeping something from me. I really don’t care what is it or how silly it may be. I love you so much and i only want what is best for you and to be happy and strong enough to always care for me. You have always been my strength. You have to understand how entirely broken I am. Without you in my life I could name five times that I would end my life in a instant. But you’ve stopped me. You have given me so much hope in my life. You’ve shown me that no matter what, you are here to stay. Even wen I’m at my worse and make the wrong choices; you still love me regardless. You are the one in a million who is willing to be hurt BY me in order to fix me. It sucks I know.. And I hate that you fell in love with a girl like me. You should have fallen in love with someone who can cherish your gentleness. Not me.. I’m a liar and a huge problem in people’s lives. I know , no matter what you say, that I have put a lot of weight onto your shoulders. And I can tell that it’s effecting you. It’s hard living a teenage life and now you live for two.. I can’t do anything on my own. I have no independence. If I had to make my own choices I’d be gone. Which is why I need you so much. You are a part of me. The part that makes the right decisions , the part that heals my wounds, the one who cures me. baby, you are my savior…And ilove you so much it hurts. I wish I could show you what you have shown me. Maybe one day I can be all of the things you are and give you what you really deserve. But don’t ever forget: I’m trying..
